Saturday, November 27, 2010

One year...


... in San Francisco!!!
yeah today is my first "american birthday" i cant believe it!!! time runs so fast and it scares me, i feel like i moved 1 month ago, but actually everything is changed in my life.
Now i feel i can fly alone, now i can walk and run everywhere, i can eat, i can drink and taste the real flavor of everything, now i know who i am and im not scared anymore...
... and yes now i can say thank you to him to brought me here, to left me alone because i can be myself just because he turned on my brain and my heart! and now i can see and i have never felt so alive, even if my life is not perfect at all, even if i have to do many sacrifices and sometimes i feel like im loosing, but now i know that "it's about how you fall down, but how you get back up"...

for my first american bday i recived an amazing gift, her name is Cassandra, she's one of the most special person i have ever met in my life, she's like me, we love the same things, we have the same way to see everything, and it's fantastic! she's my girlfriend.

To celebrate my american bday im gonna have some special things, the first one is starting the 365 Project today, what a better day than my first year here? and the sacond one is a new TATTOO!!!! maybe tomorrow im gonna go to the studio to ask some info :)
so freakin happy!!!!!

E.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Project 365...

... how to take a photo a day and see your life in a whole new way.

Im in love for this project (click here for more information: Project 365) and i really like to join it. Do you know it? anybody had already join it? I think it's an amazing idea to take memories of your life every day, to improve your ability with your camera and to share part of you and your life to everybody.
I think im gonna start it, im just scared because it takes a lot of time but id like to try it :)
She is my inspiration and also she's a great photographer: Michelle Huynh.
What do you think about it?

Now i have just to find a good day to start my Project 365 :)

E.


Monday, November 15, 2010

something about my student's life :)

...maybe i have the night off... but i dont believe it yet, right now im enjoying my doing nothing, chillin' on my bed, planning my week that it's already full like an egg...
today i had the result of another level up test, it was pretty good, i had 93/100, but actually i dont understand why i have to do that test (cause the TOEFL is the highest level), BTW im happy cause i did it well...
School is cool, most of my classmates are nice and i really love my teachers, i have a friendly relationship with them, not the standard realtionship between student and teacher and i like it, i can joke, i can have fun and i can talk with them, i dont know if it's because of me but i can feel a kind of love for me...
Colleen, my TOEFL teacher is a cute small woman, blondie with a Tinkerbell haircut, she's crazy, a real SF woman (even she's from Santa Barbara) but her mentality is perfect for this city, i love her attitude and i hope to be like her when ill be her age.
Peter, my WRITING teacher is a 27 years old guy (when i knew he was younger than me i felt really upset actually LOL), he's so interesting that sometimes it would be better if i wasnt one of his student cause he has to be politically correct as a teacher has to be with his students, but i like to think that one day maybe we can be real friends... he is nice, cool, smart, a bit nerd, a bit romantic, a musician, a bit clumsy, a bit crafty...adorable is the perfect word to describe him... if he knew what im writing about him id like to know what he would say eheh...
My school is one of the most important part of my life now and im really sad when i think that im gonna leave in 2 months to start the university (but at the same time im so exited about university!!!!)

my life after school is doing good, work and friends, a lot of dangerous nights with 2 amazing friends, Ramona and Cassandra, if my mom knew what we do together i think she could reject me as a doughter ahahah

There's just one thing that make me feel really upset right now: i could figure out that now that im a bitch, selfish, dick head i have a lot of guys who'd like hang out with me but they're over there, jerkin' off themselves, cause im unable dating anybody :( Id like to know why when i was sweet and cute nobody cares about me!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody can help me???

E.



...forse ho la serata off... ancora non ci credo, per ora mi godo il nulla buttata sul mio letto, ascoltando un pò di musica, pianificando la mia settimana che è già piena come un uovo...
oggi a scuola ho avuto il risultato dell'ennesimo test e devo dire che è andata bene, ho avuto 93/100 e anche se non capisco l'utilità di questi test (dato che oltre il TOEFL non ci sono altri livelli) sono contenta di aver fatto bene...
La scuola è una figata, mi trovo bene, ho compagni di scuola simpatici e gli insegnanti li adoro, con loro c'è un rapporto decisamente confidenziale, non certo da alunno-prof. e mi piace molto, si scherza, gioca, ci si prende in giro e ci si confida, non so se sono io che rendo semplice il dialogo ma mi rendo conto che per me hanno una sorta di adorazione.
Colleen, la mia TOEFL teacher è una donna piccina, bionda con i capelli alla Tinkerbell, schizzatissima, una vera donna di SF (anche se viene da Santa Barbara) ma con la mentalità perfetta per questa città, ha un carattere che spero di avere io alla sua età, una mentalità decisamente giovane per i suoi 50 anni (più o meno).
Peter, il mio WRITING teacher è un ragazzo di 27 anni (quando ho saputo che era più giovane di me ho avuto un certo rodimento di culo...) talmente interessante che mi dispiace quasi averlo come insegnante perchè purtroppo per deve esserci sempre quella certa distanza deontologicamente corretta con gli alunni, ma spero tanto che un giorno possa essere davvero un amico.. è simpatico, sveglio, intelligente, un pò nerd, un pò romantico, un musicista, un pò impacciato, un pò paraculo... adorabile è la parola corretta... se sapesse quello che sto scrivendo di lui chissà cosa direbbe eheh...
la scuola è parte fondamentale della mia vita e mi dispiace molto che entro 2 mesi la lascerò per iniziare l'università (cosa che però mi eccita da morire...)

la vita oltre la scuola procede bene, lavoro e amici... serate decisamente pericolose con 2 nuove favolose amiche Ramona e Cassandra, dio solo sa se mia madre vedesse che cosa combiniamo mi ripudierebbe come figlia ahahahahahah

solo una cosa mi sta facendo stranire ultimamente e cioè che mi sono resa conto che da quando sono una stronza egoista testa di minchia ho molti più spasimanti che restano lì a farsi le seghe visto che non c'è trippa per gatti, invece quando ero tenera, dolce e rispettosa lo prendevo solo nel di dietro....... ditemi perchè!!!!!!!!!

E.

Friday, November 12, 2010

High hopes

In love with you...

... now i know why i cant fall in love for anybody...
cause im already in love with you...

I dont know if you can figure out what i feel...
have you ever found a place where you can be who you really are? a place where you can be complete just because you are free to do everything makes you feel better?
That's why i love this city! That's why i dont think im gonna go back to my country even if i love my hometown, because here i found myself and i spent 27 years of my life looking for the real Eleonora and now i dont wanna lose my freedom again...
i dont know if im 100% happy, but im conscious of me and that's the important now...
maybe it sounds selfish, but for the first time in my life im thinking only about me... and its fantastic!!!!

E.

P.s. Now i can be your friend... and im proud to do it :)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

DON'T STOP BELIEVIN'

FU@K YEAH!!!!
San Francisco Giants won the World Series and today what a wonderful party in the city!!! A huge parade on Market St with people from everywhere in the Bay Area, I saw something similar only when Italy won the World Cup!!! It was a big emotion even for me, a brand new girl in SF :)
here for you some pics and of course the GIANTS song!


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

This is Halloween!!!

...ed eccomi qui.. sono ancora viva.. e questo è importante!
dopo il folle week end di Halloween pensavo di lasciarci le penne e invece ce l'ho fatta!!!!!
Che dire, non ho mai vissuto un'esperienza simile nella mia vita, impossibile da descrivere se non ci si è dentro. La città intera sembrava una grande pista da ballo, tutti in maschera, dai bambini agli adulti, tutti nessuno escluso.. incredibile!
Penso sia stata senza ombra di dubbio una delle serate più divertenti della mia vita anche se il tasso alcolico nel mio sangue ha toccato livelli indecenti e non ricordo nemmeno come sono tornata a casa, ma vabbè questo è un particolare ininfluente... :P
tanto per la cronaca mi sono mascherata da Lady GaGa e si, ero davvero carina :) la cosa che mi ha fatto più effetto è stata la quantità di gente che mi ha fermato e mi ha chiesto di fare foto con loro proprio come se fossi una "diva", mi sono quasi emozionata :P

...here i am...still alive...and this is the most important thing!
after the crazy Halloween week end i thought to die but i made it!!!!
What can i say, i never had an experience like that in my entire life, is impossible to describe it if you dont live it. The city looked like a huge disco, everybody were with their own costume, kids and adults, no exceptions... incredible!
I think it was one of the funniest night of my life even if i was fucked up and i cant remember how i came back home, but this is not so relevant :P
Of course i was Lady GaGa and yeah i was pretty cute :) the funniest thing was how many guys asked me to take pics together, i felt like a "diva", it was so exciting :P

Soo... im trying to translate in english for my american/english readers, sorry if it's not perfect, im still learning and improving my english, if i wrote something wrong please correct me ^^

E.

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