...and today I got some color for my tattoo :) as you can see now my arm is like a sausage hot and red, i can barely see the colors... can't wait to see it finally done.. after this session I'm gonna wait a month so the colors will be perfect and then see if I want to add anything else, probably just review some stuff :)
Also Juan Puente one of the best tattoo artist here in SF gave me his Canon V-1 to let me play with a film camera! jesus he's rad!!!!!! It's gonna be hard I'm not that good with film and that camera is so heavy I feel my arms shaking after 5 seconds pointing to shoot, but it's too awesome!
And now I'm here on my bed thinking about something I don't know, now I feel so tired and empty, incomplete again... I swear I hate myself, I hate this part of me.. I don't get why after a beautiful day now i feel like shit... why i can't enjoy this moment, why???
and also i feel even worst because the only person who I'd like to talk with is sleeping, living way too far from me.. and maybe he doesn't really want to listen my damn problems...
The only thing i know is i'd like to stop my mind sometimes, now i feel like crap with no fucking reason and i miss my family, my brother more than anything and i don't' get why everything is happening
i just hate myself now.
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