And there's nothing better than good, fat, sweet, amazing food, to recover our soul pain. And that's what i ate last sunday for our roommates brunch, awesome.
Sunday night i saw the only person i didn't think to see, the only person I didn't want to see.. and he was right in front of me.. no words, a damn fast look at each others and then nothing. What are we?: nothing. what were we?: nothing.
I made a huge mistake, but i don't have regrets, I did everything I could, I believed for a moment he was the right one, I was wrong, but it doesn't matter, I'm happy to make mistakes, it means I'm alive and I have feelings and I use my heart more than my brain.. but now I really need a break. I need a time to relax and recover. And I will be fixed, again. I can do it :)
I can be the cold and cynical Ele that sometimes I love.
I'm not scared I know, it will be just for a small period of time..
I was talking about mistakes, well I realized almost 2 years ago I chose the wrong cousin..
it's nice talking to you in the middle of the night. It's more than nice teasing you, but it's damn annoying being so far.. specially when you feel so hungry.... right?
Time to sleep, hope to feel better tomorrow.
E.
2 comments:
feel better soon, my dear Ele. U deserve good times and good emotions. They will all come and make sense of the bad ones too.
My best hugs and... we have to get that brunch when I am back in the best City on Earth :o) be my guest!!!!
Hai veramente mangiato quel piattone di roba? O_O (invidia).^^
Il cibo è un buon modo di rilassarsi. Lo apprezzo molto (anche la mia "curva del benessere" apprezza molto).
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